51. Darkness [voice post]
Jun. 11th, 2008 10:43 pmNot to state the obvious or anything...but it's dark. And it's an experiment, too. For anyone who's new to this, they usually last for a week, and right now this seems kinda mild. ...Actually, really mild compared to some of the other stuff. I'm not gonna say not to be careful, but for now it doesn't seem like much to worry about.
There's something that's been bothering me, though. Yeah, there are a lot of new people here...but a bunch of the people who were here before have disappeared, too. Mind if I sorta ask who's missing?
And, hey, anyone who knows Filial magic, you can get the spirits to make light for you if you ask nicely enough. ...And you gotta deal with some teasing, too, but in this case I think it's worth it.
I've been here for half a year now. ...It feels like forever and like no time at all.
A long time ago - a few months, I guess, but still - I said I'd stop letting all of this get to me. I guess that turned out kind of impossible. There's no way this doesn't bother people.
But maybe I've been letting it get to me too much. ...The way the Malnosso want it to. I kinda forgot I'm supposed to be...well, chief someday.They know it, so I might as well just say so. And this isn't how...
...What am I saying all this to the book for? I shouldn't have to write it down to make it happen, either.
Anyway. Sorry, guys, for the way I've been acting recently.
A long time ago - a few months, I guess, but still - I said I'd stop letting all of this get to me. I guess that turned out kind of impossible. There's no way this doesn't bother people.
But maybe I've been letting it get to me too much. ...The way the Malnosso want it to. I kinda forgot I'm supposed to be...well, chief someday.
...What am I saying all this to the book for? I shouldn't have to write it down to make it happen, either.
Anyway. Sorry, guys, for the way I've been acting recently.