47. Time

[corrinesbell]

I've been here for half a year now. ...It feels like forever and like no time at all.

A long time ago - a few months, I guess, but still - I said I'd stop letting all of this get to me. I guess that turned out kind of impossible. There's no way this doesn't bother people. 

But maybe I've been letting it get to me too much. ...The way the Malnosso want it to. I kinda forgot I'm supposed to be...well, chief someday. They know it, so I might as well just say so. And this isn't how... 

...What am I saying all this to the book for? I shouldn't have to write it down to make it happen, either. 

Anyway. Sorry, guys, for the way I've been acting recently.

Comments

[Locked like whoa]

[kid-in-red.livejournal.com]

Yeah. You're right, Sheena. And Dad looks so happy.

...Um. You want to come meet her?

[Locked like whoa]

[corrinesbell]

Kratos looks happy? ...Is that as terrifying as it sounds?

...Sure, if you want me to. I wouldn't want to get, you know, in your space or anything.

[Locked like whoa]

[kid-in-red.livejournal.com]

...Well, not like scary happy like during that experiment. Just... not depressed.

I think she'd want to meet my friends.