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Sheena Fujibayashi ([personal profile] corrinesbell) wrote2010-11-13 10:39 pm

115. Light

Hey. We've got a lotta new people this month, huh? For anyone who's new, I'm Sheena. I think the guide answers just about every question, but I've been here for a really long time, so if anyone wanted to ask, I'm okay with answering about stuff.

I was thinking about trying out that battle arena thing. Anyone done it already and wanna tell me what it was like? If it's like the coliseum I dunno about trying it.

What would you guys think about having a winter, uh, festival thing like we did a couple years ago?

[Yuri]
I met your crazy rival.

[Raine]
Hey, are you up for visitors? I know it's gonna get late soon...but hopefully Albert'll forgive me.
wise_maiden: (people spend their time just floating)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
I -- well...

There is ... one thing, that has been bothering me, especially lately.
wise_maiden: (between the truth and the lies)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes I get to thinking that... I haven't exactly been true to myself or my resolves. With all the different kinds of people being in this situation, it shouldn't really matter what our races are, should it? And yet... even then, I could hardly bring myself to bring it up to others here. The only person I told outright has been sent back ages ago - and his reaction to it was rather ... unique. I haven't even told Albert about it.

But now, with Mithos here ...
wise_maiden: (build a casket for my tears)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
It's... always a possibility.

When Genis came here for the second time, I ... told him to keep it quiet. That it would be for the best if we didn't say anything, even though it may have been the first time we could have tried living openly. And that was over a year ago now. Well over a year.

And people... can change. Sometimes for the better, but sometimes for the worst, as well. [She thinks about how strangely her interactions with McCoy had gone, since that day...]

I just don't want things to change. Even though everything here is temporary, and it's selfish and foolish of me, but... I'm afraid.
wise_maiden: (the sky is a hazy shade of winter)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
That they'll... start to treat me differently, or even look at me differently, even after all the time that has passed. Or worse, they'll be angry that I kept it hidden for so long. And they'd have every right to be, in that case.
wise_maiden: (build a casket for my tears)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 05:14 am (UTC)(link)
... I just don't know. I've been avoiding it for so long.

And n-no... they don't know either.
wise_maiden: (we must face the choices we make)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 05:29 am (UTC)(link)
... But what happened with you wasn't your fault.

[And there's probably a lesson in that. But she falls quiet as Sheena rubs her back, just thinking about those words. And it was very, very needed.]
wise_maiden: (and the shadows keep on changing)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 05:41 am (UTC)(link)
I'm just afraid. Even if it's unfounded, here, I ...
wise_maiden: (and others i have broken)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 09:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Hm? [She blinks a little, then looks to see what Sheena's referring to. There's a brush and comb on the vanity table. It's not far from the bed.] If you want to, then I'm not opposed.
wise_maiden: (build a casket for my tears)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 10:53 pm (UTC)(link)
It's... dulled right now. [She sighs a little.] I know it's there. It's just... sometimes it flares up suddenly, without warning.
wise_maiden: (the space between)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's not as if she's likely to complain if it's otherwise. But maybe it'll help her zone out a little. Think quietly about all that's passed.]
wise_maiden: (i was just careless)

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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-17 11:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[There's possibly a lingering citrus scent from that shampoo she's been using. In any case, there are a few sets of tangles to work through, though Raine keeps quiet as the minutes continue to pass as Sheena brushes it out.

Eventually Sheena will hear her give a sharp intake of breath.]
Edited 2010-11-17 23:27 (UTC)
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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-18 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
N - no, it's not you.
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[personal profile] wise_maiden 2010-11-18 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
I -- was just caught off guard. I should be used to it by now.

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