I don't like the feeling of not being in control. Luceti... puts me into a lot of those situations. I need to be able to handle them. But it seems that I can't do that gracefully.

It's... better now than it used to be. Even though they still happen. When Genis was first sent home, I couldn't accept that. I pushed myself too much. When I'm frightened by things, I push myself so I don't have to deal with the reality.

[And Albert makes her see the reality whenever she loses sight of it.]